For those of you wondering where I've been and what I've been up to [and I know there's not that many of you], here's an update. I wouldn't have written a word in my journal, but I won a 1-month subscription by participating in a DA contest
[link], so I had to make use of it. And now I have a cool-looking CSS thingy and all the other nice stuff on my page. I also got the adorable Fella Plushie from that contest, he's lovely. In fact I got two of them [as seen on the pictures I posted], one of them goes to my boyfriend. So, I guess I have a new pet now. Toys are good for pets: you never risk starving them to death and they don't require feeding, bathing, walking, etc. - you just wash them along with your T-shirts once a month [and they don't mind being squeezed!]. I only wish he was black.
As for me, I've, ahem, grown up. I used to feel 13 for years and loved it, but after starting a new job back in February I felt 3 years older in 3 months. So now my mind is 16, and don't ask me how I know it, that's just how it is. I hoped to stay 13 for life, but a lot of things changed - my values and priorities in particular. I'm starting to use anti-age creams this month and this is not a joke.
A final thought: whatever happens, don't settle for golden cages. More on the subject - "The Cage" by HIM, check the lyrics
here. I always get myself into those and then I hate myself for being so weak. Selling one's soul is never a solution.
Can't really think of anything else to say right now, don't expect me to update my journal anytime soon, unless I win another subscription. As before, comments are disabled on most of my deviations, so send me a personal note or leave a message on my page if there's anything you wish to tell me. I promise I'll reply.
I hope you're all doing well and at least some of you remember me.
Lots of love and rock on,
Cenestelle