OK guys, this is important. Check this link and see if there's anything that you can do [link]
New journal because
was so kind to buy me a 3-month subscription!
I've had some really tough time since August but it's also been cathartic in that it made me go through all 9 of my personal hells: loss of love, loss of confidence, loneliness, despair, fear, premonition, disillusion with art, nightmares, betrayal. And now that I'm out on the other side, I'm actually feeling really good. I haven't felt this confident, immature, free, and happy in... years? Looking back at the past year, I've slashed the number of my hobbies by some 60% but I've left only the most exciting part and that rocks. I'll be trimming my visual arts activities even further but I'll still paint and take pictures throughout the first half of 2009 at the least. I'll probably start writing lyrics again in May 2009, one year after I submitted my latest lyrics, till then I'm working on older songs /yes I know no one's heard them cos I never feel confident enough to publish them but that will happen soon I hope/. For the time being, I'm just accumulating inspiration, it kinda works this way with me.
That said, I'd like to do some collaboration, so if anyone is interested - send me a note. I'm in for writing, painting, drawing, design, photography - virtually anything, I just want to create together with other artists.
And, I've finally found religion - no one will ever guess it - in folk dancing. Because, that's one thing I've never ever been interested in and never understood, so when I finally gave it a chance it turned out so cool. For those of you who have no idea what Bulgarian folk dances are like, perhaps reading this will be helpful [link]
and yes, the legwork can get quite complex, and that's so much fun.
now, my personal stamp from
- thank you so much:
and just because now I can post them, some of the coolest stamps I've found around here
I'll make a prettier css theme when I find the patience.
And the title is from the new Rasmus' single, "Living in a world without you". The song, and the album, however, are mostly crap, unfortunately, with only some pale highlights.