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September 3, 2007
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  • Mood: High
  • Listening to: Tokio Hotel, never mind the vocalist
  • Reading: my own journal
  • Watching: Randy Pausch's Lecture of a lifetime
  • Playing: my part
  • Eating: candy, mostly
  • Drinking: water!
...So I run and hide
and tear myself up
start again
with a brand new name
and eyes that see
into infinity...
That's from an old song by "30 seconds to Mars" - a brilliant band btw. Check them out if you trust my taste for music.
It's been 2 years that I'm on DA and I must say that I love the community - it's a lot more than what I expected. I never really told anyone why I joined but anyway, it didn't work. Now that I'm trying to fix my life I'm also making changes to my DA account. I will keep posting new works here but I'll be visiting less often. I've disabled comments on all my deviations, so if you wish to tell me something, send me a personal note or leave a message on my profile. I'll be really really glad.
I will try to gradually go over my gallery and do some work on my old pieces, scrapping anything I don't like, so that in the end I leave only things I'm proud of.
This is no rebellion, I'm just fixing myself and untangling the confused pieces of me. Becoming myself again, I've been trying to be someone else for too long.
Thank you everyone. Lots of love and rock on,
Cenestelle
:iconbulgaria:
:iconvegtomato:
Nice meeting you here though it was quite a short time, but you have been helped me a lot, especially the interview, which was inspiring. Will miss you and be sure to inform me when you have a brand new name.
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:iconcenestelle:
I have a fake Internet identity I use for work. And Cenestelle is the only name I wish to have. It's not the name you'll find in my ID documents but it's the only one I take serious. I can pretend to be someone else with a new name but Cenestelle is the me I believe in. So it will rather be the rediscovery of myself, in the months to come, a brighter, better, and kinder me. The real one. I won't be gone, I promise. I'll have to tell the people around me who I am, cos many don't know... I'm talking too much, sorry. It's just that I feel kinda good about myself right now.
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