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July 20, 2009
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  • Mood: High
  • Listening to: Death Note soundtrack
  • Reading: the Holy Mahabharata
  • Watching: YouTube
  • Playing: mind games
  • Eating: sheet music
  • Drinking: water, it's good for the voice
Time for a new journal, the last one was dated February 15th and is no longer relevant.

I don't know what's come over me, but this summer is magic. I love the music that's currently on TV, many of the movies I've seen this season were great, I love the current fashion trends [this hadn't happened in ages], and I've learnt to complain less about the things that just don't go my way in life.

What's wrong with this picture, you may ask. Well, last year this time I would complain that my personal life is a mess [link] - it's complete and utter chaos now [kudos to those of you who know where the quote's from, the rest of you don't care, I'm sure.] [link] . But worst of all, I have forgotten what it feels like to be "in love". When I look back at the relationships I've been through, somehow it feels like it has all been some optical illusion or me lying to myself. I still hope to find someone to feel inspired by and attracted to, I just don't know how to get there.

I'm managing on my own, but I'm less disciplined:): I make surprise gifts to myself, I wear high heels and my favourite clothes all the time, I eat what I like [while pretending to observe some very general healthy living guidelines], half my hair is coppery in hue, I dance to the most beautiful music I know, and I watch movies alone. Life rocks, this self-indulgent lazy summer does so.

Sometimes the void inside can be scary, but let's say you usually have friends to share emotions with.

So, if you're still with me, here's an update on my so-called art. As usual, I don't have much time for it, so some external motivation is always good. If anyone is interested in collaborations - either online or offline - and/ or commissions - paid or free, depending on the subject matter - don't hesitate to note me. What I could be interested in: painting, drawing, photography, modeling, design [web, posters, books, CD covers, tattoos, clothes], creating art from useless objects, music, writing prose or poetry, and probably something else I'm missing right now.

99% of my deviations still have the comments disabled, so if you really have something to say, I'll be glad to read it - in a note or on my front page. Thanks.


I hope you're all having a great summer,

:heart:, Cenestelle

P.S. For the small details, follow me on twitter: [link] I post there when the details are small enough :sun:
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